For the evening.
I feel good tonight. I slept in, I got to talk to Bert on the phone twice today, text him a little bit… I ate a really good Korean meal for breakfast, finished off the awesome guacamole I made, and spent 4 hours at the gym doing back to back classes after downing 2 Hydroxycut Hardcore capsules. I came home, ate a piece of pumpkin, some brown sugar cream of wheat, chatted with my mom about Bert and his family and some worthless dribble about Al (insert rolling of eyes here), gave my pupster Ninja Dachi a bath, and scribbled some bullshit in my journal about my productive day. Oh yeah, I also called the “juicer” people to bitch about customer service but man, oh man, they’re a pain, sending me back and forth… I eventually gave up, but I do believe I won some points with my dad for trying. I can’t wait for that damn juicer to get here… Clear skin, manageable weight loss, healthy system, and more energy… Who could ask for more?
I feel good that I’m active again, I’m sleeping better, and despite the few problems I feel like are looming ahead, I’m not panicking for once. I’ll deal with it when I deal with it, right? I’m trying my best to revert to Zen Donna and hell if someone/thing is going to try and interrupt my happiness. I chatted with Phil online for a bit and that made me feel okay. I really miss him but I’m so happy things are looking up for him despite his hatred for academy-related work. I’m going to go climbing with Gary tomorrow despite being blown off this weekend by him, and hopefully I’ll be able to talk things out with him. If not, I’m back where I started and it’s okay, it won’t hurt as much the second time. Jo obviously needs me Wednesday for her courtroom ordeal, but we’ll see how that goes. I’ve made up my mind about my friends, so I guess I’ll see where all of my decision-making leads me. For now, I guess I’ll take my doxepin and play some DS, watch some Adult Swim, and crash. Sweet dreams to me and to Bert and all my loved ones. ^^*
